Selena Gomez Says She Spiraled After Wedding, Thinking 'It Could All Go Away Tomorrow'

<div><img src="https://img.huffingtonpost.com/asset/68f25718150000995826a766.jpeg?ops=scalefit_630_noupscale" alt="Selena Gomez" data-caption="Selena Gomez" data-credit-link-back="" data-credit="via Associated Press" />Selena Gomez</div><div class="content-list-component text"><p><span style="font-weight:400">For <a href="../../../../news/selena-gomez/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Selena Gomez</a>, even the happiest moments carry a sense of apprehension.  </span></p><p><span style="font-weight:400">Less than a month ago, the singer and <a href="https://www.huffpost.com/entry/selena-gomez-benny-blanco-married_n_68d8a7bde4b0cf903dc4bd39" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">her now-husband, record producer Benny Blanco, tied the knot</a>. But what was supposed to be a moment of sheer bliss and joy became a source of anxiety for Selena. </span></p><p><span style="font-weight:400">“I got married, and then I was sobbing because I was like, I’m going to die the next day,” she said, laughing, <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SmAHMMMe78" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">during an appearance</a> at </span><span style="font-weight:400">Fortune’s Most Powerful Women conference on Thursday</span><span style="font-weight:400">.</span></p><p><span style="font-weight:400">But what wasn’t a laughing matter was the <a href="../../../../news/only-murders-in-the-building/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Only Murders In The Building</a> actor admitting that she finds it difficult to embrace joy because she is always bracing he